let me free

this suffering, let it just be mine
 let it remain etched in a lonely journey 
none who understands this problem 
let alone to understand, they do not want to hear it
 
This is one phase of life that I hate 
when I have to lie to god 
when I have to lie to people's i love
and all that I should do

God, punish megive me
a description of all these 
because I believe you will provide questions 
I certainly can not answer
let all this happen like your way 

I just want to live in peace and free 
I want to be free to lieI'd love to tell the truth 
because by doing all of thatI would feel relieved